Agreeing With Life

My show "Pedacito de tierra" in Montreal.

It is hard to agree with life right now. It feels like the brink of something very bad. I’d managed to stay away from the news for three weeks but took a peek to read about the VP debate in the U.S. Elections. Big mistake. Even when you’re avoiding the news the news gets to you: subway screens, restaurants, Stories, etc.

It’s the last quarter of the year and it has been tough. I’ve been battling an underlying depression but pushing through.

On a day of utter despair, I made myself a Notion page because I love Notion, it’s fun and therapeutic. It gives me a subtle sense of control.

The title of the page is: Agreeing with Life and I wrote my objective: Softness.

I proceeded to list my current struggles and how I want to deal with them.

The summary of the page is:

This is where I will get ahold of myself and recover. This is not a race, I won’t ge…